Sitting in my room in wonder
What it's like to live in splendor
It's nothing more than an opportunity
To get closer to the goal in mind at hand

I've got the mind and I've got the soul
What I long for is something more
And what I offer is not enough
Without need it walks out the door

And I have been thinking of you
I really can't help it but that's nothing new
I just can't stop thinking of you
You're more than special if only you knew

My mind is aching waiting for nothing
My heart is longing for someone you see
What am I holding on to
Just a life and mind of desparity

And I have been thinking of you
I really can't help it but that's nothing new
Is it nothing new
I just can't stop thinking of you
You're more than special to me
If only you knew
If only

If one can't have his heart's desire
Then what is a man to do
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June 27 2004
The Life and Mind of Desparity