#047 -- THE BALLAD OF THE FADING HEART INSIDIOUS FRUSTRATION #047
THE BALLAD OF THE FADING HEART

I looked around what seems forever
And I couldn't even find your letters
Here in my room I sit and wonder
If I'll ever find you once again

I went for a walk alone to remember
All those times we sat in the park
It only seems like yesterday
When I sulked around the park in dismay

Sometimes I wonder if I'll see you again
Sometimes I think I've lost you forever

I've lost you forever
In the cold and heavy winters

I stand outside and watch the sundowns
I feel your presence but you're not around
Are we watching the same moonlight
Casting its gaze on the ground

Now I feel empty
Unused closets and dressers
My heart filled with sadness
Cause you're lost forever

I looked around what seems forever
And you couldn't even stop to remember
All those times we held on together
And now I think I'm lost forever

What could I do to relive the moments
When all the world seems like it was nothing
I would give everything
I would give everything
To see it again
To see it again
Again
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February 10 2004
An Aurorous Atmosphere