I want to hold you
I want to touch you
I want to be with you
All of the time

I want to call you
I want to hug you
I want to love you
But you turned away

So don't look back
I won't be there
When you turn around
So don't look back
Don't waste your time
I won't be around anymore

I thought I could love you
I thought you would love me
I thought we could be one
But I was dead wrong

A heart can pour in to you
Attempt to grasp your blood
Like a waterfall
But mine has run dry

So don't look back
I won't be there
When you turn around
So don't look back
Don't waste your time
I won't be around anymore

Don't even bother
You will not find me
No matter where you look
I won't be there

Cause I'm erased from existence
Erased from existence
Erased from existence
Erased from existence
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March 26 2003
The Life and Mind of Desparity