I can see right through my eyes
It tells me things but I can't cry
It shows me the road I can run
But it cannot really be done
Persuading me to go on
Left a line to walk along
Is this real or is this fake
Is this the right way to take

But it shoots arrows through my eyes
I just have to face the lies
My destination has faded
Follow what I've created
There's nowhere else to move on
There's no lines to walk along
Could it be what I'm thinking
Or could it be I'm only dreaming

I visioned I'm something
What's next in store for me
Now I know I'm needed
Forget that I'm only dreaming

I've seen the way it takes my life
I want to find all that is mine
I know I've failed but all the time
I've realized I just laid the line
Show me the way to pass trust
For this you see I only must
Just give me sight to bring my fate
For this I must bring on sedate
Please understand I'm not gone
I am just a stepping stone
Stones are thrown and I am lost
Lost and found and taken down
Down under the frozen life
Life is one of simple tasks
Break me free to be to be to be

I visioned I'm something
What's next in store for me
Now I know I'm needed
Forget that I'm only dreaming

Yeah now I know I'm needed
Forget that I'm only dreaming
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November 23 2002
The Life and Mind of Desparity