INSIDIOUS FRUSTRATION news

ENTRY #011: Always Alone
DATE POSTED: September 19 2003

A new "old" song was written on the 17th. The reason behind "new 'old'" is because the lyrics are new, but the music is old. Months ago, Brad and I were sitting in his home in Newman, Illinois, playing around on the guitar, doing random instrumental riffs. I had created three that I had tried to commit to memory, so that I could play them again in the recording studio. Soon after, lyrics were written to one of them, which is the song "Safe / Calm / Open Arms." Another of the three were slower, deeper notes on the guitar, but the riff was forgotten when I tried to recall it. The last and most simple of the three has been composed into a longer, more exciting song. Lyrics have been pasted into the composition, and Always Alone is alive. I suppose I should have used this news section as the song information for Always Alone. It seems to describe it better.

Also, I wanted to refer back to an older update about the multimedia section to be taken down. It has already been taken down and posted up again. The old multimedia section consisted of two tracks from the Outcast EP, that were broken links. I'd love to offer the Outcast EP online, but it is very difficult in my situation. I am solely updating this website from a public place, and cannot upload music files to the server from this location. However, I am trying to upload shorter files, which means poor quality. So far I haven't managed to upload any of them, due to certain failures I am unsure about. Anyway, the current multimedia section consists of images of the band (as of now is only two pictures) and "A Hopeful Mind of Everlasting Eternity" wallpaper. It's not an exact 800 by 600 pixel wallpaper, or anything like that. But it is designed to be large enough for you to set it as your wallpaper, and executing the stretch command under the display properties of your computer. It looks perfectly fine in that sense.

Well all the necessary updates for the website have been completed, which means there won't be anymore website updates for a while. Only when new songs are written, and a new one is in the making right now. No title or lyrics for this one yet. It will be the thirty-fourth song, and from the way it sounds, will probably land a spot on "In Reverse." We will see what happens with it. The easiest way to tell if an update has been made is obviously the "last updated" date at the bottom of the first page. I guess I didn't really have to say that unless you're a complete idiot. No offense to anyone who really didn't know that. Have a great weekend.